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While waiting for my anime to load, i've came to do some updates..
Hmm.. been working since thurs.. all i can say is that i'm tired!! My first time to work at jazz by the beach.. it was kinda fun.. but was very tiring as i had to reach cool deck at 8.45 am which is earlier than anybody else!!! went to MOS after that.. the cover charge is ex.. the drinks are also ex.. no more this type of club for me anymore.. Coz it wasn't really fun.. only can dance dance dance and not drink drink drink.. very bored!! I rather spent the money at Balcony Bar.. haha.
Finally i can rest tml and then wrked for another 3 days... rest again on fri.. but still thinking whether to work oph on sat and sun.. hmm.. it is like no longer fun to work in oph.. v sian.. i missed those time that all of us had spent in oph.. haix.. but everything wont be the same anymore..
Lesser and lesser staff are working at oscar nw.. it is terribly short of staff.. and all i can say is that it is not my managers are stressed.. it is only my supervisor is stressed with the staff strength.. i think she is v poor thing.. staff not happy with the management.. they dun voice out.. all they do is quit.. and my supervisor is like in btwn the staff and the management.. On my part as a staff.. i cant do much.. i can only work as much as possible.. work whenever i can.. actually i can work everyday if i wan.. but i need to rest.. hahaha.. i am like getting older.. no longer like last time.. no problem with working everyday.. but right now i cant.. i need to rest.. i think my health is deteriorating.. getting weaker.. eyebag getting heavier.. headaches are occuring more often now.. this is bad..
I am still waiting for my letter of appointment.. aaaahhhh.. i wish the HR would call me asap.. so that i can secure this job.. at least i wont be hanging on the air now dunno whether i should look for another job.. or should i wait for the HR to call me.. aaahhhh..
Hmm.. Although it is a little sad that everyone is busy with their own things and there is so little time spent for catching up.. it still good to see that everyone is doing well now and all are very happy. Recently, it seems that i've understand why some things can't last forever.. as long as time exist, nothing will not change, everything will be different as the time past. This is also the reason why memories exist, isn't it? Memories are beautiful when you want them to be beautiful, so i guess it is up to me whether i want those memories to be beautiful anot. Now thinking back, i've made those memories not a beautiful one and sometimes i wanted so much to make up for what i've did and for being so inappreciative but i guess it is really impossible for make up for what i've did because those memories are already not beautiful anymore. No matter how much effort i've put in to make up for the past misdeeds, it is already considered useless. All i can do now is to create beautiful memories, but the question to myself is, how can i do it if i'm still dwelling on the past? I just wonder..
Sometimes, i feel that i'm just a human wondering around this world without a soul.......
Monday, April 28, 2008
hello
hui wen aka boon aka kok
A lazy person who Dun Really love to blog.. whahaha
A person tat will treat her Best friends the best!!
A simple person who leads her own simple live..
with her simple friends..
and simple school life..
Juz a simple person who doesn't like chaotic lives and complicated people..
New Hp..w880i
Giorgio Armani Phone
LV Epi leather wallet
LV Bracelet
LV Epi leather speedy
Smth frm my new fav..Tiffany&Co.
More Agnes B stuff
New MP3: Ipod Nano(RED)
New PSP game: Bleach Crumpler Backpack
Specs with transition lens
New Shoes
Lose some weight Jacket New Laptop
Driving Licence
Own a car myself
a nice him
One last wish will be
a friend tt could last forever.. will it be u?
