Ytd, 16/10/07 was a happy day! coz i went shopping! wahaha.. bought things tt i've wanted to buy long long time ago! Crumpler bagpack, Agnes B key ring and hp charm.. im loving them! wee~ Shopped for my fav things really made my day! hehe.. thx ling for acc me..

Today my lover came to sch with her xiao pang to crash our lect! wee~ so happy to see her.. everything was alright.. till in the evening.. haix.. to u.. i really dunno wat to do.. buy u $5 things, u dun use.. buy u $50 things, use a few mth then nv use.. buy u $1000 things.. i also dun see u use.. im v disappointed.. nt angry.. but disappointed.. there's so much things tt i wanna buy for myself.. and i forgo everything tt i want and tried my very best to give you the best.. and wat do i get.. things i bought.. u jus chuck it aside.. so i guess.. if u are really getting a wallet this x'mas.. i guess the wallet tt i gave u which actually made u so touched.. u will jus chuck it aside too.. So pointless of me to buy u things.. so pointless nw.. coz things tt other ppl buy for u.. i see u use it.. things i buy.. u nv use them.. haix.. i guess u will nv know how sad i will be when i see things tt i buy for u.. u nv use them.. its not about the amount i spent.. it about the thought frm me to buy u things.. and seeing u nt using them.. just made me feel so nt appreciated.. maybe u dun use them coz u think they are ugly... i dunno.. and i wanna noe..

Nw thinking back.. its dumb for me to shed tears jus nw.. maybe.. its jus so disappointing for me.. i hate it.. i hate myself for being this way.. i jus wanna be friendly with everyone.. is it so difficult? i dunno.. im clueless..