i got to know something tt i wished i din noe. but i was glad tt u told me.. u made me reflect on this friendship.. whether is it worth it anot.. so u dun feel bad tt u might caused things worse.. ok? coz u are nt the cause of it at all. wateva outcome it will be, its my decision.

So.. i had this conversation with cai fen in the early morning:


Fight to the last.. says:
haahaha
im glad to noe u and huiwen..
u gals made me feel treasure..
treasured*

Honey Stars says:
HAHAHA
you know
friends were never a coincidence in your life
so i gues you aren't one
and that we met for a reason!

Fight to the last.. says:
hahaha
ya..
i agree..
and there sre some fren tt u met them for the reason of getting hurt by them again and again..

Honey Stars says:
haha they are there for a reason too
a reason for you to learn
and experience the different people n life
nothing goes in the way we want what
so yea
bound to have people
it's how we face it

Fight to the last.. says:
ya.. true enough..
but u noe.. sometimes.. it really hurts alot esp when close frens hurt u..

Honey Stars says:
true true.
but when you think about it again
you had your fair share of fun and laughter
good times bad times
went through all
if ther's a day where everything has to come to end
what you have to do is bring on the memories
so yeah
the hurt
maybe it'll heal within time
life always moves on

Fight to the last.. says:
wow..
i din noe u can an wei so well..
hahaha

Honey Stars says:
haha it's not that la
it's lik
like*
i've been through a lot from friendships
i know how things goes
when you meet new poeple in life, when you settle down with a new group
you look back and reflect
of course you will feel like oh what good times i had, how i wish it was back then
but then, by the time you think back, you should look forward as well! cos you've moved on, and you know you're gna be happy, no matter what
haha this is so so important instead of dwelling in the past

END OF CONVERSATION.

Im just glad tt i get to noe cai fen, huiwen, wei ling, yan shan, lijun and zihui. Only until now, then i realise i have so many nice ppl around me.. its really my blessings. they had made me feel s treasured. maybe right now, i dun need a close fren, coz all the little care they add up, is good enough to be wat a close fren should gave me. Though, it is obvious wat im gng thru nw, but i guess.. ive to let it go to end all these sufferings. no point, if im the only one who is sad.. right?

i really wanna thank cai fen to talk me thru, im feeling so much better nw..