Hey ppl, what is your definition of close/best friend? How much do u expect from them? and what do u expect from them?

How much do u know about your close/best friend? How much do they know about u?

How will u feel when u ask them who they are going out with, and they just simply tell u this:"Friends, friends that u dunno."? I tot close/best friends are so close that u noe everything about them, eventhough u may not know all their friends, but at least they will nt reply u this way.. right? They will at least tell u that they are friends from work, pri sch, sec sch and etc.. isn't it? and they'll not just reply u in tt way..

How will u feel when ur close/best friend actually tell the other friend in front of u to buy food for them and said:"XX(name of the other friend), help me buy lunch, u noe wat i eat de hor?" While saying this, it seems that they are actually ignoring u.

I feel inferior when i'm hanging out with u, because u made me feel so useless. Made me feel as if i'm like a piece of shit, made me feel that i dun understand u at all. How am i suppose to call myself as a close friend of urs? Maybe, in the first place, i'm nv a good friend. I dun ask for more now, i just want myself to be back like last time, a not hot-tempered huiwen.. there's all i wan to be. Be less emo, or rather i should say that be not emo at all..

I wish..