Bitter Sweet Symphony

Its been more than 2 weeks that i've not blog, not something suprising.. coz i always do that.. haha..

just some updates of happenings during these 2 weeks that i've been missing in blogging..

basically, its just HAPPY, then QUARRELS, MORE QUARRELS, UNHAPPY and CHANGING..
i hate this.. always like tis, happy awhile, then quarrels, then unhappy, all these makes me feel like giving up on everything.. im getting so tired with everything.. i hate this.. simply hate all these.. all these are just draining my energy off, i might just go crazy one day.. might just *poof*jump off a building someday.. haha.. u think tt is possible for me? ans is NO! im nt tt dumb to commit suicide because of all these dumb unhappiness..

anyways, i caught POC on last wed, i think it was alright only, nt v gd but nt v bad oso.. and b4 i went to for POC at vivo, went to sentosa for interview. Got tt job, wrking in oscar oscar soon, 5.50/hr, i dun mind the pay, coz i get to wrk longer hrs.. starting work after 6/6.. hehe. So, mei mei, if u see this, dun miss me hor, i'll wrk oph lesser nw.. maybe u wun see me at all oso.. but we still can go kbox la.. hehe..

BTW, I'LL BE ON A BLOG HOLIDAY, COMMON TEST WEEK IS NEXT WEEK, AFTER WHICH, MOST LIKELY I'LL BE BUSY WORKING.. SO IF THERE'S ANYTHING, TAG MY BOARD OR SMS ME IF U HAVE MY NUMBER!

i miss.. i wish.. and i fear..

Monday, May 28, 2007

Hey ppl, what is your definition of close/best friend? How much do u expect from them? and what do u expect from them?

How much do u know about your close/best friend? How much do they know about u?

How will u feel when u ask them who they are going out with, and they just simply tell u this:"Friends, friends that u dunno."? I tot close/best friends are so close that u noe everything about them, eventhough u may not know all their friends, but at least they will nt reply u this way.. right? They will at least tell u that they are friends from work, pri sch, sec sch and etc.. isn't it? and they'll not just reply u in tt way..

How will u feel when ur close/best friend actually tell the other friend in front of u to buy food for them and said:"XX(name of the other friend), help me buy lunch, u noe wat i eat de hor?" While saying this, it seems that they are actually ignoring u.

I feel inferior when i'm hanging out with u, because u made me feel so useless. Made me feel as if i'm like a piece of shit, made me feel that i dun understand u at all. How am i suppose to call myself as a close friend of urs? Maybe, in the first place, i'm nv a good friend. I dun ask for more now, i just want myself to be back like last time, a not hot-tempered huiwen.. there's all i wan to be. Be less emo, or rather i should say that be not emo at all..

I wish..

Thursday, May 17, 2007

I'M JUST TOO LAZY TO BLOG!

Probably, i'm not a born blogger, i've got no idea why i started blogging! omg.. this is bad.. isn't it? A blogger doesn't like to blog.. haha..

Anyways, ya, the week has past without my new entry, this is saddening. I'm not very enthu in blogging lately.. i'm not very busy, i have time to go online, slack and chat on msn.. but i just didn't want to update my blog.. hahaha.. i'm just simply L-A-Z-Y!

Alright, enough of crapping about me not blogging lately.. haha..

Let me see, what was done last week..
1. Watched Spider man 3.. nt as gd as expected.. too much of the relationship part.. too draggy..
2. KBox on sat.. finally! haha.. i enjoyed myself.. really enjoyed it though was very disappointed about something b4 tt.. wasn't angry.. but just simply disappointed.. tt's all. However, had so much fun during supper at mac and kbox, joke of the day was julian's teasing about the"sexy mole" haha.
3. Celebrated mother's day on sun.. bro and me bought bird nest for my mum! (it costs 170 bucks.. omg.) Bro intended to get father a new hp on Father's day! omg.. im getting broke again.. damn.. its time to save up man, for father's day present, ling's bdae present and hUi's bdae present.. its gonna cost me a bomb!

Basically, these are the things completed last week.. though not very happening, it was definitely a fun week!

TODAY-14may
Whahaha, first thing i saw in sch was something tt makes zihui so embarassed about it! haha, shall nt mention more.. hehe. I've got no idea why i was hungry when i reached sch nt long. I repeat.. I WAS VERY HUNGRY! so hungry that i ate 6 pieces of oreo and 1 small packet of super ring.. and guess what.. in the end, i wasn't v hungry during lunch time.. so i ate spag. Anyways, slept during hsm lecture, was v tired all of a sudden.. i've got no mood to listen.. lesson continued.. lalalala.. lesson ended! Went to The Cathay to catch Bridge to Therabithia.. wasn't as nice as what was expected.. dinner at long john.. took bus hm.. reach hm.. bath and lalalala.. online.. do preparations for wisp presentation tml.. more wisp things to do.. and here i am.. updating my blog! and i just realised that i didn't do anything about my fyp since last week.. this is bad.. shall start on it soon.. b4 it is too late for me to save myself from rushing through the fyp.. I CANNOT AFFORD TO FAIL FYP! It is time for me to buck up.. should wrk lesser le.. i think?

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Alright, i've finally came to blog.. whahaha.

Its been almost a week or so.. i think.. i din update my blog.. haha.. was busy and oso LAZY to update my blog.. as usual.. sch's work load is kinda heavy lately.. FYP, HSM, IS-WISP.. sigh.. with just these three modules, i can be busy for a whole week already.. and that does not include my time spent at work. omg.. so busy, so tired.. argh. Now i understand why my timetable is kinda slacking timetable, coz the rest of the time, we'll be using it for sch work.. damn it..

Enough of sch wrk already, some new things to be updated!!

I've change my PHONE!! YEA! hehe, w88oi silver is mine now.. whahaha. Happy that i got to change my phone, or rather i should say that i was rather unlucky, coz i went to buy on fri, and guess wat.. there's no more stock! damn it.. Luckily tt person say that stock will be in by sat, so i made my payment and collected my phone on sat! hehe. I'm just so excited about my new phone! hehe.

I wan the bracelet from both tiffany and LV.. omg.. they are just so simple and nice.. i'm loving it.. think i'll just gotta work hard and save up for them. hehe. :)

I can't wait for the arrival of next Saturday, KBOX! finally.. i can go kbox with my mei mei(xhw)& maybe sze ying too! hehe.. any other ppl wanna join us on sat?

Hmm.. I wanna change job.. sad.. the franco frm sentosa din called back as he promised.. haiz.. gotta look for a new job.. money money money is all i can think of.. whahaha. why can't popular in jp just hired one more part timer? argh.. hire me pls.. ($_$)

Sunday, May 06, 2007