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Its 3.54 now.. and i haven sleep.. think having sleeping disorder again.. hmm.. nono.. maybe its because of depression that causes all this.. lol
worked today.. worked yesterday.. tml working.. work work work.. haiz.. wat a life i'm living.. it is either work or study.. nth else?? i wan to lead my life the way i wan it to be.. but i noe.. i cannot.. esp with my family's financial status.. i gotta work.. and spent lesser.. and save up.. means no more expensive birthday gifts for wei ling.. hui hui and yan shan.. no N80 for me.. no new mp3 for me.. no psp for me.. no new specs for me.. no changing of lappy for me.. maybe by the end year 3.. no hong kong trip for me too.. all these are still not the worst.. the worst is no new watch for me.. sad sad sad.. :(
i'm feeling friendless nowadays.. coz i feel no care from nobody.. all this time.. i'm trying to find a true friend.. and i always thought i found one.. but recently.. i begin to doubt myself.. if i've really found a true friend.. is she really the true friend i'm looking for?? i dunno.. i have no idea.. coz she doesn't seems to care..
wat are friends really for?? they will be there when u need them?? if this is so.. then why?? why i dun have any friends be there for me when i needed them the most.. or maybe i should say.. they are nt the first one to be there when i needed them.. u call this best pals.. best buddies??
wat's the use of me being nice and trying my best to be a good friend.. trying my best to make everyone happy?? and nobody can make me happy?? let me feel that they actually care for me from the bottom of their hearts?? WHY?????????
Sunday, May 21, 2006
hello
hui wen aka boon aka kok
A lazy person who Dun Really love to blog.. whahaha
A person tat will treat her Best friends the best!!
A simple person who leads her own simple live..
with her simple friends..
and simple school life..
Juz a simple person who doesn't like chaotic lives and complicated people..
New Hp..w880i
Giorgio Armani Phone
LV Epi leather wallet
LV Bracelet
LV Epi leather speedy
Smth frm my new fav..Tiffany&Co.
More Agnes B stuff
New MP3: Ipod Nano(RED)
New PSP game: Bleach Crumpler Backpack
Specs with transition lens
New Shoes
Lose some weight Jacket New Laptop
Driving Licence
Own a car myself
a nice him
One last wish will be
a friend tt could last forever.. will it be u?