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first date say tt i need to update my blog.. so.. i came.. haha
anyways.. sch wasn't alright these few days.. i get lots of bullshit.. argh.. and i am tahan-ing.. i'm nt sure when all these bullshits will stop.. i hope it will be real soon.. sch wasn't alright.. things aren't going right at home too.. i'm getting bullshits and nonsense at home too.. wat a life i'm living.. but.. its my life.. i gotta live it..
b4 i came to blog.. i went to read some of my juniors blog.. all of them are in JC now.. glad to see them doing well with their own things now.. i miss them.. i miss the crazy times with them.. i miss the times tt i'm so engaged in cca.. and got onli a little for friends.. those was the times tt i'm friendship troubled-free.. i hate what i have now.. i regretted getting in to this course.. though i've meet good friends.. but i regretted being in the same class as hui.. its nt as good as all of u think.. being in the same class with ur best fren..there are pros and cons.. u sees her practically everyday.. u worked with her.. study with her.. omg.. i dun even noe.. what's the feeling of being missed by a fren.. and missing a fren.. everybody moved on.. but nt me.. i still miss my sec sch times badly.. the main reason being.. i am much more happier tt time compare to now..
i've tried to be a good fren.. tried to give in.. tried to be there for u.. tried to be understanding.. i dun expect returns from u.. but.. why can't u treat me better.. like.. at least care about my feeling?? at least care for me a little more.. is it too much?? i dunno.. u said u i'm ur best buddy.. so is this how u treat ur best buddy?? i'm starting to lose confident in this friendship.. i wish to drift apart from u.. i wish tt i can dun care about u since this is how u are treating me.. i wish tt u could read this entry.. and nt get angry.. but do some reflection.. i reflected on myself too much.. i think its time for u to do some reflection.. if u dun need me anymore.. tell me straight into my face.. and i'll stay away.. coz i noe.. its easy for u to find another new best buddy.. u say tat i dunno wat close friends are for.. is not that i dunno.. i noe wat they are for.. it was u.. it was u who make me think tt u dun need me as ur close fren.. u dun care about me and it was u.. who make me wanna let go and stay away from this friendship.. if u really got to read this entry.. u may feel disappointed.. maybe not.. but.. u juz dunno how much disappointment u had brought me..
this entry is so contradicting to my blog skin.. but i think.. tt's the irony part of friendship..
i just want to be the happy person i am last time.. that's all i'm asking for..
Thursday, May 25, 2006
hello
hui wen aka boon aka kok
A lazy person who Dun Really love to blog.. whahaha
A person tat will treat her Best friends the best!!
A simple person who leads her own simple live..
with her simple friends..
and simple school life..
Juz a simple person who doesn't like chaotic lives and complicated people..
New Hp..w880i
Giorgio Armani Phone
LV Epi leather wallet
LV Bracelet
LV Epi leather speedy
Smth frm my new fav..Tiffany&Co.
More Agnes B stuff
New MP3: Ipod Nano(RED)
New PSP game: Bleach Crumpler Backpack
Specs with transition lens
New Shoes
Lose some weight Jacket New Laptop
Driving Licence
Own a car myself
a nice him
One last wish will be
a friend tt could last forever.. will it be u?