whahaha.. today meet up with my girls (loy and cheng..) .. oops.. cheng isn't a girl.. haha.. is a guy... whahaha... watched inside man.. quite a nice show.. but like wat cheng say.. too much vulgarities being censored.. but.. its a nice show.. hee.. then went to pizza hut to have dinner and have a nice chat.. updated each other lives.. and had a fun time making fun of loy.. haha.. we shopped around at jp.. saw watches.. oooo.. saw another dkny watch.. so nice man.. hehe.. i like it.. haha.. but cheng say it doesn't suit me.. hmm.. nvm.. i'll compare and decide which to get.. hehe.. and then saw a pair of couple watch at time club.. raymond weil.. soooo classic and soooo nice.. love it.. but its ex.. haha.. 700+ for one.. omg.. i'm nt going to afford tt man.. haha.. but.. i still like rado watches the best.. whahaha.
Oh ya.. and i manage to upload my baby photo and pri sch time photo.. looking at those photos.. i realise that time really flies.. memories flow thru my mind like a flashback.. still remember those times tt my bro bring me for dinner and then bring me to tuition every friday.. so sweet of him.. and all the neighbours say tt we are very obedient.. i think tt's how the bond between me and him being built up.. bro owaes dote on me.. juz tt sometimes i take him for granted.. since pri sch till sec sch.. he alwaes helps me with my sch work.. i really loved talikng to him.. listen to his experiences.. things he had encountered.. and the wrong choices he had made.. he alwaes wanted me to learn from his mistakes.. haha.. sound as if my bro is a convict like.. haha.. no la.. he's a good guy..
Talking about my bro.. i should really thank him man.. thank him for helping me to choose JSS as my first choice of sch tt time.. if not.. i wouldn't have know great friends over there.. like ling and my BB, hui.. hehe. wah.. known them for 7 years already.. and its still counting wor.. haha.. was chatting with ling about this juz now.. and i told her.. this friendship is nv ending.. the onli end will come.. will onli be death.. but it onli seperate us physically.. coz we noe.. we live in each other's heart.. haha.. to think i was able to say those things.. haha.. chatted with ling about some other things oso.. hmm.. had quite alot of things to think about.. but.. nvm about tt first.. hehe
Its not our fault to be fake at times.. it is because everybody has a thorn in their heart.. don't tell me that you don't feel weird when you sees us.. don't tell me that you aren't faking yourself too.. you know it very well.. i don't know if you are faking anot.. i'm not sure.. but i'm telling u that it is because.. we all have thorns in our heart.. everytime when there's a problem.. none of us clear it up.. and i mean none of us.. including me.. so what if we feel OK with each other after some times.. not any of the problems we had with each other was solved.. you cannot blame us for being fake at time.. i'm already trying to treat u very nicely.. i know.. i can don't treat you nice.. but i chose to treat u nice.. that's because.. we are friends.. though nt very good friend like me and hui.. but we friends.. all i want is to leave happy memories with each other.. that's all i want.. but.. it seems like we are not able to that.. because we have thorns in our heart.. we bear grudges though they are the minor ones.. and that's the reason for us to be fake and have the wrong idea of one another's intention.. you should actually feel lucky that i'm being nice here.. if you are hui.. i would have quarrell with you all these while.. think about it.. if you feel that we don't treat you nicely.. then you are wrong.. i treat u nice enough already.. and i believe the two of them have also treat you nice enough.. don't always think that we are close to you when we need you.. you are so wrong to think that way.. so wrong.. we all have good intentions.. is just that we don't do it the way that you want it to be.. and we will not do it the way that you want it to be.. because.. you don't do it the way that we want.. you always do it the wrong way.. always.. i'm gonna change this para's font colour to green.. and i hope you know you are the one that i'm refering to.. and not anybody else..