Bitter Sweet Symphony

Wee~ back from work.. supper.. bath.. and just did a little research on my IS assigment.. hee. :)

Woah.. it's 3:19 now.. so late.. haha.. but still make the effort to update my blog.. haha.. not bad.. there's improvement.. I'm contented.. hee..

hmm.. work was alright today.. haha.. indeed very alright.. because i'm assigned to two tables per person.. so fun.. its been a long time since i worked 1 to 2.. haha.. though i was tired.. but it was alright coz adam was assigned to help my area here.. overall.. work was really alright la.. haha.. coz he in at the other side of ballroom.. hmm.. suprisingly.. he came over to help me clear things at the end.. hee.. so sweet of him.. haha.. wonder if he will do that to the others?? haha..

read shan's and ling's blog.. yeah.. i missed sec sch days.. missed those days that i'm actually nt so close to the class but rather.. to my RC peeps.. hmm.. missed those days in sec 5.. i really see how united that most of us can be.. racial harmony days.. class outing that got those who went so tanned.. i missed the unity in class 5A.. Sec sch times is really the most colorful and wonderful chapter of my life.. get to know all my best buddies in sec sch.. i really missed sec sch.. ;)

Saturday, April 29, 2006

Hmm.. back from jp.. met up with my girls.. had a very short chill out.. but it was fun.. though we didn't talked much.. haha.. it always fun when met up with my girls.. we love taking photos.. esp ling aka ai mei.. haha.. she is so zi lian man.. haha..

anyways.. school started already.. and i already got my first assignment.. haiz.. gotta rush through it.. coz its gonna be handed up by nxt tues.. shit man.. need to work.. need to study.. oh my.. gotta juggle with both again.. hmm.. no choice.. no money means i gotta work.. and i gotta study too.. hmm.. that's what my life is rite?? slogged for money.. just to meet my unlimited wants.. hmm.. without resources(money) to back up my wants.. meant tt there's no demand.. haha.. see!! juz first week and i'm writing crap!! haha.. tt's just one of the theory of marketing.. haa..

I'm so broke now.. the amount in my account is sOo pathetic man.. oh my.. gotta save up.. then i can lots of things.. whahaha.. watches.. watches and more watches.. haha.. how i wish i could be like my lecturer.. she collects tag huer.. omg.. guess she loves tag huer.. she has a few collections of it.. oh my.. i wish that someday.. somehow.. i have lots and lots of nice watches.. rado.. tag huer.. chanel.. piaget.. omega.. and etc.. i wanna collect watches.. haha..

hmm.. this is a short entry.. isn't it?? hmm.. nvm about if its short.. as long as i update.. hee. :)

Thursday, April 27, 2006

wat am i supposed to do?? got no idea at all.. like this cannot.. like that also cannot.. wat should i do then??

wee~ worked yesterday.. yeah.. get to see him.. but.. didn't really talk to him.. hmm.. anyways.. worked with wei long yesterday.. it turn out to be fine.. haha.. but.. was having a terrible headache during work.. took panadol.. and.. guess wat??? knocked my head on to the corner of the ice making machine.. how unlucky i am..

dunno wat to blog right now.. confused mind.. cannot think properly.. shall update again..

Monday, April 24, 2006

Whahaha.. back from town.. just finished my dinner.. hee..

Wee~ finally bought a pouch for my mp3.. hee.. yea yea.. its from project shop again.. hee.. i'm loving project shop man.. whahaha..

Headed to town today.. with shan.. haha.. went to heeren.. nothing for me to shop.. no more mambo.. when i actually wanted to look at some things over there.. hahaha.. nvm.. then went to paragon de project shop.. still pondering to buy the card holder anot.. hmm.. then went to crumpler.. haha.. the laptop case is so tempting.. doubt i'll buy it.. hmm.. and went over to this shop that sells paper.. haha.. bought his birthday card from this place.. waited for ling at that shop.. get excited to see all those nice note books.. papers.. organisers.. omg.. so nice.. hee.. so happy that ling actually came to join us.. hee.. because i didn't expect her to join us de.. haha.. then went over to taka.. saw chew ling there.. so excited too.. hee.. then she say i nv change.. haha.. true enough i nv change.. still the same old me.. haha.. the fat girl that don't like to wear skirt.. onli love to wear jeans and t-shirt.. oh ya.. and also with the same old hair style.. hahahahahaha.. but.. i'm still who i am.. hee.. then we walked around taka.. and decided to go mcd.. coz shan is hungry.. hee.. then ying hua came to meet ling.. and they headed off to clarke quay.. to celebrate ying hua's b'dae.. haha.. me and shan.. went to project shop again.. haha.. this time round.. i bought my mp3 pouch.. hee.. :) went to ya kun.. to buy kaya for my mum.. hee.. bought a sliver pen from popular to write his card.. haha.. headed home after that..

On my way home.. saw hong zhi.. haha.. on 154.. shocked to see him there.. and he is shocked to see me.. haha.. he is now teaching swimming at fairway country club.. haha.. then i sms shan.. she was shocked to know that i saw him on 154.. coz he stay in serangoon.. haha.. reached jp.. went to chamelon to buy a small clip for my earphones.. hee.. then went home.. whahaha..

tt's all for now.. gotta head to my toilet.. hee.. *poo poo* *smelly* hee

Saturday, April 22, 2006

Hmm.. went to work today.. stationed at b section.. hmm.. suprisingly.. work was alright though i was busy.. hee.. think i've improved ba.. hahaha..

Anyways.. went to the comic shop at gek poh there yesterday.. intended to buy xiao xin's comic.. but didn't have the one i want.. haha.. then i saw this comic.. jin tian yi.. yeah!!!! It's back man.. but its is no longer a series.. is just one story.. but at least.. i get to read it ya.. hee.. so nice.. its been such a long time since i have seriously read a comic that is like kindaiichi.. sooo nice.. hahaha.. anyways.. feel so great reading in it.. hahaha..

ooooo.. tomolo is ying hua b'dae.. hee.. happy birhtday ya.. hee..

thinks tt's all for now ya.. hahaha.. bro using soon.. maybe blog later.. or maybe tml.. hahaha..

Friday, April 21, 2006

Wee~ here to blog again.. whahaha.. been working lately..

Last week of school vacation already.. hmm.. but its really a busy week.. work and work and work.. but nv get to see him.. haiz.. because.. nv work there ma.. haha.. anyways.. i feeling very tired man.. so tired.. haiz..

hee.. had a nice chat with ling at TCC last night.. think through alot of things.. understand alot of things.. hmm.. thanks gal.. thanks ling.. hehe

i'm now so broke.. just bought a new pencil case.. yeah!! its from project shop.. hehe.. loving it.. whahaha.. i love project shop things man.. hehe..

Listening to superwoman by cao ge lately.. and i'm loving that song.. hehe.. "early in the morning, i put breakfast at your table.... lalalala.. 'chorus' an jing de zai shen bian, wu tiao jian gei wo, meng mei yi qiu de wen ruo.. lalalala" wee~ its a nice song.. hehe

Thursday, April 20, 2006

I'm feeling a little tired now.. hee.. however.. i still want to update my blog.. if not.. people will say me lazy.. haha..

Met up with ling and shan for breakfast at delifrance.. hee.. food was nt bad.. quite alright.. had quite a nice chat over there.. haha.. and were talking about our saving plans for hong kong in nxt 2 years time.. haha.. one word for the breakfast session today --> FUN!!

Then went to work after that.. took a cab over.. because i was running late... haha.. and.. work was alright.. stationed at D section.. not much guests today.. and in the end.. worked for 3 hours only.. which means i didn't earn much today.. shrucks..

Went over to jp after.. visit winnie at popular.. was way too bored.. as she was too busy to entertain me.. so i called yan shan.. and ask her to come jp.. haha.. and she did.. hehe.. and we 'worked' for winnie.. that a**hol*.. haha.. so we were almost an hour free labour for popular.. haha.. then went walk around with shan.. chatted.. me as usual.. grumbled.. haha.. quite a nice chatting session.. cool~ get to know alot of things that i wasn't aware of.. hmm.. i used to be such a good listener.. and good at giving advice.. but today.. i was lost for words.. dunno what to advice.. maybe is because i had too much of my own problems and troubles ba.. shan.. sorry ar.. today onli like make u listen to my grumbles.. and not able to give u any advise.. hope u understand..

Was very nt happy after the call today.. but.. when i reached home.. i still send my blessings and words of care to her.. and she replied.. "ok.. tks.. take care too." was quite disappointed la.. the sms i send her so long.. then the reply was only like so short.. and nt appreciated.. so i replied her "ur reply only like tt ar? sobz.. no qing qing.. no hug hug.. sobz sobz.. anyways.. i reach home le." i send tt without hoping that she would reply.. but in the end she did reply.. feel happy.. but.. nt sure if its from the bottom of her heart.. haha.. nvm about tt.. as long as she reply.. (anyways.. i'm here talking about my best buddy ya.. those who dunno.. pls dun get a wrong idea.. haha.) will nt be seeing her till this coming sun.. hope everything will fine for her over there.. and hope she really enjoy herself.. hehe.. confirm will miss her like crazy.. so many days man.. think she wun really miss me ya.. she have her ai ai with her.. hmm.. nvm.. i miss her can liao.. haha..

Monday, April 17, 2006

Haha.. just woke an hour ago.. now still feeling a little sleepy.. and think a little hangover ba.. haha..

Worked at oph last night.. first function for this month.. ballroom was revamp-ed.. quite alright i think.. white with mirrors.. hmm.. but i still prefer the older design of the ballroom.. hee.. anyways.. partner with edison.. work was alright.. then after that few of us went clarke quay.. the few of us include me, ling, shan, hui, arthur, shawn, peng seng, eugene, and 1 or 2 oph staff that i dunno.. cannot remember clearly.. haha. Went to this bar called Geographer.. opened a bottle of chivas.. with mixers.. soda and green tea. Didn't drink alot yesterday.. i mean i always don't drink alot compared to hui and ling la.. haha.. but had a giddy sensation in the end.. so went home with hui and arthur.. coz he was tired.. so they are leaving early.. and since i'm like a little drunk.. and the rest of them will stay there till 5 like tt.. so i decided to leave with hui and arthur.

Haha.. feel quite happy to drink with him.. but he is such a heavy smoker.. omg.. he is smoking and smoking almost the whole night. Then ling and hui wanted to test if i'm drunk.. haha.. and ask me some question.. i dunno wat ans they are expecting.. but.. even if they ask me the qns now.. my ans will still be the same.. to me.. Friends always comes first.. and i really mean always.. so ling and hui.. dun doubt my ans.. oki? hee.

So after yesterday drinking session.. i realised.. i dun like alcohol.. and as for the cravings for alcohol last time.. think it is because of things that happened during that period ba (ling should noe wat things i'm refering to ba..) haha..

Saturday, April 15, 2006

whahaha.. today meet up with my girls (loy and cheng..) .. oops.. cheng isn't a girl.. haha.. is a guy... whahaha... watched inside man.. quite a nice show.. but like wat cheng say.. too much vulgarities being censored.. but.. its a nice show.. hee.. then went to pizza hut to have dinner and have a nice chat.. updated each other lives.. and had a fun time making fun of loy.. haha.. we shopped around at jp.. saw watches.. oooo.. saw another dkny watch.. so nice man.. hehe.. i like it.. haha.. but cheng say it doesn't suit me.. hmm.. nvm.. i'll compare and decide which to get.. hehe.. and then saw a pair of couple watch at time club.. raymond weil.. soooo classic and soooo nice.. love it.. but its ex.. haha.. 700+ for one.. omg.. i'm nt going to afford tt man.. haha.. but.. i still like rado watches the best.. whahaha.

Oh ya.. and i manage to upload my baby photo and pri sch time photo.. looking at those photos.. i realise that time really flies.. memories flow thru my mind like a flashback.. still remember those times tt my bro bring me for dinner and then bring me to tuition every friday.. so sweet of him.. and all the neighbours say tt we are very obedient.. i think tt's how the bond between me and him being built up.. bro owaes dote on me.. juz tt sometimes i take him for granted.. since pri sch till sec sch.. he alwaes helps me with my sch work.. i really loved talikng to him.. listen to his experiences.. things he had encountered.. and the wrong choices he had made.. he alwaes wanted me to learn from his mistakes.. haha.. sound as if my bro is a convict like.. haha.. no la.. he's a good guy..

Talking about my bro.. i should really thank him man.. thank him for helping me to choose JSS as my first choice of sch tt time.. if not.. i wouldn't have know great friends over there.. like ling and my BB, hui.. hehe. wah.. known them for 7 years already.. and its still counting wor.. haha.. was chatting with ling about this juz now.. and i told her.. this friendship is nv ending.. the onli end will come.. will onli be death.. but it onli seperate us physically.. coz we noe.. we live in each other's heart.. haha.. to think i was able to say those things.. haha.. chatted with ling about some other things oso.. hmm.. had quite alot of things to think about.. but.. nvm about tt first.. hehe

Its not our fault to be fake at times.. it is because everybody has a thorn in their heart.. don't tell me that you don't feel weird when you sees us.. don't tell me that you aren't faking yourself too.. you know it very well.. i don't know if you are faking anot.. i'm not sure.. but i'm telling u that it is because.. we all have thorns in our heart.. everytime when there's a problem.. none of us clear it up.. and i mean none of us.. including me.. so what if we feel OK with each other after some times.. not any of the problems we had with each other was solved.. you cannot blame us for being fake at time.. i'm already trying to treat u very nicely.. i know.. i can don't treat you nice.. but i chose to treat u nice.. that's because.. we are friends.. though nt very good friend like me and hui.. but we friends.. all i want is to leave happy memories with each other.. that's all i want.. but.. it seems like we are not able to that.. because we have thorns in our heart.. we bear grudges though they are the minor ones.. and that's the reason for us to be fake and have the wrong idea of one another's intention.. you should actually feel lucky that i'm being nice here.. if you are hui.. i would have quarrell with you all these while.. think about it.. if you feel that we don't treat you nicely.. then you are wrong.. i treat u nice enough already.. and i believe the two of them have also treat you nice enough.. don't always think that we are close to you when we need you.. you are so wrong to think that way.. so wrong.. we all have good intentions.. is just that we don't do it the way that you want it to be.. and we will not do it the way that you want it to be.. because.. you don't do it the way that we want.. you always do it the wrong way.. always.. i'm gonna change this para's font colour to green.. and i hope you know you are the one that i'm refering to.. and not anybody else..

Friday, April 14, 2006

wee~ finally back from malaysia le.. hee :) Finally got to see my little nieces and nephews.. they are so cute and so lovely!! Had been eating and sleeping over there man.. haha.. so lazy of me.. but.. its been such a long time since i've sleep and eat le.. haha.. its really a total relax over.. and oso manage to do some self reflection.. so peaceful over there.. though my little nephews and nieces are noisy.. haha. Hmm.. 3 words to summarise my trip there.. Fun, Peaceful and Lazy!!

Had so much fun on thurs.. dinner at humble hse.. it was so nice and so fun.. wee~ Though it cost $70 per person.. but its all worth it.. coz is having dinner with my girls(hUi and ling) and bee chin.. humble house has such nice ambience for having dinner there though its a little too dark.. haha.. such a nice place.. took so many photos over there (view them at ling's blog.. hehe).. the food is nice.. the wine i brought there oso nice.. plus another two bottles of wine treated by steven.. woah!! alll i can say is tt.. ITS SUCH A GREAT DINNER!! wee~

Monday, April 10, 2006

Today was such a boring day at home.. haiz..

Stayed at home thru out the whole day.. was to lazy to buy lunch oso.. haha.. in the end.. didn't take my lunch..

Life's boring.. when there's no work.. coz no work means no money.. no money means gotta stay at home and rot.. staying at home and do nth means boring.. haiz..

Meet up with hUi yesterday to do our IS enrollment together.. and helped zi hui do her's too.. went to pioneer mall mcd coz onli there have internet connection.. dunno wad's up with jp mcd's wireless connection.. argh.. dun like jp mcd when it comes to i need to use my lappy over there.. argh. Then went back to jp again.. coz hUi need to collect her thing and i gotta pay my bills.. after settling everything.. hUi and i went to coffee bean coz we needed a place to sit down and discuss about this coming thurs' trip to humble hse.. Talking about humble hse.. was looking forward to it.. but.. went thru quite a number of troubles (due to some unwillingness of somebody).. still i will still look forward to tml's trip to humble hse for dinner.. yeah!!

After settling the humble hse thing.. had a nice chat with hUi at coffee bean.. i love chatting with her.. coz we can talk about everything.. nothing is hidden.. be it if it's something unhappy or happy.. i am able to share it with her.. coz her mouth is tight.. and oso becuase she's my close friend. If.. i am given a chance to choose someone to be the my true friend for a lifetime.. tt person would definitely be her.. coz we went thru alot of things together. hehe.. seriously speaking.. i feel very fortunate that i actually have hUi as my close fren.. and i'm gonna treasure her.. give her the best of everything tt i can.. and try my very very best to be a very good friend.

to hUi: thanks for being a great fren.. and i enjoyed every second tt i spent with u.. thanks lots.. muacks.

Thursday, April 06, 2006