Today went town with zi hui to acc her to buy the adidas watch.. and also shopped for hui's present.. then bought her a jacket from project shop.. nt very ex la.. but.. juz feel tt she will not like the jacket.. haiz.. nvm.. she like it anot tt's up to her ba.. but hope she will like it.. aiya.. dunno la.. sianz.. the day was quite alright la.. juz tt coughed all the way in town.. haiz.. and first time see zi hui so emotional.. omg.. luckily she's fine now.. haha..

Now feeling abit sad.. coz was wondering why sometimes she dun care about me de.. haiz.. when she sick.. i will sms her and ask her how she is and all.. everytime when i'm sick.. i was the one to sms her and tell her how i'm feeling.. juz dun understand why she's like this.. haiz.. sad.. sad.. sad.. is all i can say..

I juz dun unerstand why some ppl can give in so much to others when the others dun really give in so much to them.. haiz.. guess i'm juz one them.. shit man.. this is so shit.. sometimes.. think of wat she said to me.. i will feel that i'm wrong about her sometimes.. but when things like when i'm sick and all happen.. i will think differently.. now mood not very good.. haiz.. feel like drinking.. sobz sobz.

Human are juz creatures that love to contradict themselves.. aren't them? do u agree with me?

I'm juz glad that the quarrells i had with her already reduced alot le.. not having moodswing now.. juz feel sad..

Anyways.. no matter how sad i'm feeling now.. i should juz try to stay happy.. coz i've promised ling to be happy.. hehe.