Study week = Boring week.
Haiz.. Didn't get to study again today.. shit man. Who to blame? me myself and i.. haha. Nv get to concentrate whenever i'm studying at home. Either go online or watch tv or both together. haha. HOW??!! cannot concentrate.. die la.. exams coming.. somebody save me!!
Hmm.. Tomorrow is thursday already.. cannot.. must really start studying le.. if not.. i will not be able to promote to year 2.. must really try to concentrate.. hehe.
This few days had quite nice chatting session with ling.. hee.. thanks wor.. learn quite alot from you. At least now i can understand my best friend more. hehe. No matter what happens.. will try to stay happy and cheerful de. hee.. :)
Yong Heng Guo Du
Just in case u all dunno.. my blog's name is called Yong Heng Guo Du..
For those who had watched My date with Vampire III, of coz u all will noe wat does
Yong Heng Guo Du means.
For those tt didn't watched.. juz to let u all noe tt in the show.. Yong Heng Guo Du means tt its a place without tears, sadness, hatred, worries but only happiness. To be able to stay in that place, a person muz give up love, so that everybody there will have most pure relationship and it brings only joy and happiness.
However, tt's wat the show says about Yong Heng Guo Du. To me, what i am having now is enough to built up my Yong Heng Guo Du. I treasure what i have now though sometimes i feel sad and also get worried about them. Its all the emotional struggles that i have went thru made what i am today.. to be a more emotional person.. haha. In my yong heng guo du, its a place with tears, sadness, worries, happiness but no hatred. Coz i feel that U cannot hate a person for a life time.. isn't it? Of coz my yong heng guo du will be the place that is filled with happiness most of the time.
Life maybe meaningless, boring but life can nv be miserable and empty. If a person feel that life is miserable.. empty.. I can onli say that the person does not noe how to treasure every single thing tt happened in his or her life. Life can nv be miserable and empty because nobody leads an empty life. Everybody have friends with them.. is juz tt does the person noes exactly who are the ones that really cared for them? People may feel that they are always the one giving in.. but if u think back.. do u actually noe that there are other ppl also giving to u? I used to be one of them who thinks tt i am onli the one tt give in.. but the truth turned out to be the opposite.. its was actually my close fren who are always giving in to me.. though i was unreasonable. When i noe this.. i changed.. coz i knew how upset she was when i give her attitude.. so i changed to a better person.. tt's why i always says.. u are the one that made me who i am today.. thanks Bb.
So when u think tt u are the only one trying to be understanding.. trying to listen to others' problems.. u should try not to think this way. Coz u may not noe that actually those ppl who tell u problems.. may oso want to noe ur problems and when u tell them ur problems.. pls make sure tt is really something tt bothers u.. and not juz complaints. When others give u a chance to let u noe tt they are actually there for u.. grab it.. dun lose it.
Today went town with zi hui to acc her to buy the adidas watch.. and also shopped for hui's present.. then bought her a jacket from project shop.. nt very ex la.. but.. juz feel tt she will not like the jacket.. haiz.. nvm.. she like it anot tt's up to her ba.. but hope she will like it.. aiya.. dunno la.. sianz.. the day was quite alright la.. juz tt coughed all the way in town.. haiz.. and first time see zi hui so emotional.. omg.. luckily she's fine now.. haha..
Now feeling abit sad.. coz was wondering why sometimes she dun care about me de.. haiz.. when she sick.. i will sms her and ask her how she is and all.. everytime when i'm sick.. i was the one to sms her and tell her how i'm feeling.. juz dun understand why she's like this.. haiz.. sad.. sad.. sad.. is all i can say..
I juz dun unerstand why some ppl can give in so much to others when the others dun really give in so much to them.. haiz.. guess i'm juz one them.. shit man.. this is so shit.. sometimes.. think of wat she said to me.. i will feel that i'm wrong about her sometimes.. but when things like when i'm sick and all happen.. i will think differently.. now mood not very good.. haiz.. feel like drinking.. sobz sobz.
Human are juz creatures that love to contradict themselves.. aren't them? do u agree with me?
I'm juz glad that the quarrells i had with her already reduced alot le.. not having moodswing now.. juz feel sad..
Anyways.. no matter how sad i'm feeling now.. i should juz try to stay happy.. coz i've promised ling to be happy.. hehe.
Whahaha, i've finally came to update my blog.. omg.. its been so long since i've updated.. whahaha.
Anyways..
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!Coz today is valentine's day.. and my bb is not free.. tt's why i'm so free to update my blog... whahaha.
Shit man.. exams are coming.. and i'm still clueless with all my studies.. haiz.. i'm in deep shit.
its been so long since i've updated my blog.. and actually i am very happy for the past weeks.. hehe.. and i'm making my bb happy.. and i have no moodswings le.. yeah!!
i've got lots to say.. but hor.. i dunno how to say.. and oso i'm feeling sick now.. i shall go rest.. and update some other time.. haha.. buaiz!!
